Fell into a hole that has no end

Back to where I feel I did begin

Try to find a way out but find none

Retreat into the darkness of no Sun

I am lost in the darkness of my mind

Fate has slowly taken me over in time

Have nothing of you but bad memories

Where ever I go they are haunting me

I think of you and my wrist they bleed

Like a burning desire of pain to feed

Every time I think of you I now only cry

Do not understand why our love had to die

I have deranged my life until it is so bad

I could never get back what I once had

So many wasted days that are now gone

Nights they now seem to last all day long

There is no fresh air anywhere can I find

I wish that I could just air out my mind

You brought me down to a much lower place

To where all of the rats are winning the race

You broke my heart with such skill and ease

You must think I can just get another one free

Crashing feelings falling down hard on me

I just wish there was a way I could break free

Stalked and hunted down by a long ago past

Do not know how much longer that I can last

Can you not see what you are doing to me

I am no longer who I want to be