You sit on the side line

Playing with my mind

Like it was your toy

My pain brings you joy

You laugh with pleasure

My folding under pressure

As I crumble before you

Smile is all you ever do

Use your words like weapons

Use your words for deceptions

I always fall for what you say

You know how to make me stay

Underneath your thumb find me

That is where you like me to be

Like water you turn me into wine

Always scratching at my mind

You take my breath as you seethe

You like it when I cannot breathe

Until I do not know anymore

I will never be after like before