I am ready to take my final deepest deep dive

To the bottom of what some call suicide 

Into the depths I have never been before 

So far down I will not want to get up anymore

From a thousand small cuts over slow time

Or being hung up in lost love’s lumbered pine 

Would be so funny for the fact it was not all so sad

Entwined in perfumed pyramids of the vindicated mad

Suffocating silent voices that were once vicariously near

Forever gone now and my own screaming is all I hear 

Dirt cover me proudly with humble origins job well done

Hide the suicide once done selfishly can never be undone